It Happens Once a Month

Honestly, being on my monthly period is definitely non what I look up to each month. To prove this, this is a story of an experience I recorded in my journal while at rule book camp in October. It was the twenty-four hour period age before the last day of camp and at cockcrow worship, I had these really s constantlyity ail (I approximation I had to pee) and I went to the bathroom, entirely the pains didnt go away. So my day continued on, and after dinner, the soul in charge told us the we were going to play a game in the forest. For close to reason I clean tell to myself, hmm, looks like Ive got my period. and went groovy to the game. I moldiness of thought that it wasnt happening or it was something else. So I played the game, and my aggroup won , so I was in a near(a) mood. But I had to go to the bathroom again. I concentrate to the bathroom and the spot was a little bigger. I was sit down in the stall and in the next stall I heard someone crack a pad. I had neer heard that noise ever, but by the grace of perfection somehow I knew it was a pad. Somehow I mustered up the courage to ask this female child if I could have a pad because I had started my period, and she was further like Yeah, sure. If you need more, grapple find me. I said thank you, and went to put it on. It must have been a maxi pad, it was so thick. By this fourth dimension, it was time for a campfire, so I uncomfortably sat through and through campfire masking my pain. This had to be the more or less embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me this month.\nThere are quantify when I try non to even think about it with hopes that my body somehow forgets to flowage me with reminders that I am fertile. I remember when I scratch got mine and there was resistant of this thing where I thought it was cool. If I could go stomach, Id tell myself it wasnt cool and to put it back as long as I could. As time went on, I tried dealings with the pain and hormonal shifts in my body by not just curling in a ball on my bed, but by doing mobile things to ease the pain. The activities I do during the dur...